Where is my mind........

.........as that oldie Pixies song lyric goes and something I have been wondering more and more recently. I have lost about 5 weeks in the last 7 due to Tramadol, which I recently heard was not only an opioid......a close relative to morphine, but one doctor described it as watered down heroine. That might explain my loss of memory, fuzzy headedness and general malaise and desire to actually move from the sofa, ability to do so or not is kind of irrelevant at this point I think! Their addictive nature I think is also a bit of a ruse, since I could never actually remember what time or if I had taken them! Something of an obvious thing if you are not the one taking them!

So now I have downgraded to the 60mg of co-codamol, codeine paracetamol mix, which whilst Im not so cloud focused, still has limitations on driving, finding buildings on a street and wandering about in a bubble, plus going on the tube the wrong way and getting lost on a regular basis, resulting in confusion and feeling like Ive generally lost my mind. As the lyrics continue......

With your feet in the air and your head on the ground
Try this trick and spin it, yeah
Your head will collapse
But there's nothing in it
And you'll ask yourself

Where is my mind..........

Yup – thats all me! Just thought Id share my airheadedness with you all, and yes I have become a pro in looking at the clouds and finding animal shapes and other items, its about all you can do when you are on this stuff and cant move and seemingly very productive at the time! I assure you, really!